relapsing

imploding
dying
crying
alone
lonely
confused
directionless
conflicted
miserable
angry
sullen
insecure
weak
worthless

to say the very least.

..again

humidity + flies + fatigue + boredom =

YARD SALE!

currently, we're about $250 closer to texas and new york! which is a relief considering im broke as shit. we have about 4 more hours till we close out day uno. and for the past 9 hours ive been profusely sweating and fighting in a losing battle against flies, shooing them with one hand and typing with the other. yard sales are tough shit man.

lookie:



and speaking of junk:

poor phone. i hate you.
i think its about time to upgrade.

cute little thing

kanye west's good morning

i love the 80's

what a busy birthweek. happy birthday's go out to:

-macalalad
-stacycats
-rmt
-kristine

yesterday, my sister, benji, and marely joined me and cabinet for our performance at 3rd street. the day was really fun, and the night got even better once we arrived (5 hours late :/ ) to kristines THROWBACK 80's PARTY!

manang: jazzercise
bao anh: jazzercise
road head: hair metal
jo: material girl

[pictures soon. very very soon.]

crazy 4 cult 2

penciled this in my schedule for sometime this week..!
i was really looking forward to going tonight, but i chose to spend time with my neglected couch and tv instead.

[scott campbell's poster. click for previews and more.]

dance

909 is offering hip hop dance classes for the summer.

[click]

where: in front of UCR's rec
when: every wednesday
time: 7-830
price: FREE!

ps. that's my left elbow on the flyer haha

shop and sush

in an effort to scrounge up some extra cash for new york, the roomies and i went to la to sell some clothes. i have a crazy sentimental / emotionally weak side, which explains why my closet is completely stacked--i'll spare anything that carries a memory regardless of how nasty it looks. for this reason i made a petty amount of cash at the exchange, so i settled for store credit instead and came out with more junk to add to my growing pile. [pictures later]

shopping makes you hungray.. so we stopped by this not-so-delicious sushi restaurant and ate enough just to get our money's worth. which was:


this much.


..and then some.

the other sea world

today was family day! yay!
for victorvillians, or anyone in the high desert at that, going "down the hill" is like an adventure! its pretty hilarious. but an adventure we sure had..

we found our way to the bass pro shop in rancho.. that place is like a grown ass man's amusement park! its so much fun! and huuuge!

they had boats!, and camping gear!, and guns!, and grills!, and huge fake animals!, and waterfalls!, and fishies!, and everything!
i wasnt too fond of the hunting section :(
but the restaurant was BOMB

my favorites: the boats and the guns!
thanks to daddy dearest, i got a lesson on both toys.

to top the day off, i saw a woman that looks like zach braff.
hilarious? cruel? obviously, a sad combination of both haha

take it out your pocket, show it, then throw it

update on the new job:


my boss is a money craving, christian metal music playing monster with a very nicely interior-decorated office who wants me to give up my internship so i can satisfy his never-ending hunger for the paper full time, 8-6, 5 days a week.

tragedies

a whole list of.

RIP
-heath ledger
-bernie mac
-isaac hayes
-BE your own pet
-m.i.a. [back from the dead]
-n.e.r.d.

*unfortunately, constantly updated